last nite, i was surfing depression websites together with my best fren... really thankful to her who is always with me no matter wat happens... even though she is in her midst of exams... so paiseh to trouble her... we found a singapore based depression online forum... think it wld be a good idea to post my situation there and hopefully they can help me... i seeked help from suyu too... and i hope to get more info from her so tat i can seek medical advice if necessary... ya, before i start having suicidal tots again... its a tough struggle between the emotional and rational me and its tearing me apart...
i could not wake up again... i was awake by ten but i just feel tired and tried to go back to slp... during these 3 hours, i woke up and slp, slp and woke up... till my mum was staring at me and asking me to wake up... i struggled to get up but i feel empty... went TP to study with huiling but cant really concentrate... my stomach was hurting on and off again... i decide to come home for 15 minutes before going to japanese exams... i feel like asking someone out to walk walk with me after the japanese exams... i wonder who is free? huiling suggested daniel... ya, maybe i can ask him to go walk walk with me... i hope i can make myself so tired tt i wun dream tonite...
good luck to this stupid gal who nvr really studied for her japanese essay...
1 comment:
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who's dear's best fren that dear talking about?
TP.. temasek poly ar? huh.. how come go there.. -.-"
hm.. if so den i tink now dear's walk walking ba.. hopefully dear would do some shopping and feel happier?
and my dear's not stupid mar.. :( she sure will do well for her compo? jia you~~
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